Monday, December 26, 2005

Tsunami Revisited

26 December 2006 / 24 Zulqaedah 1426 - A woman and 'presumably' her daughter... weeping in tears... tears behind a strong heart, insya Allah

N.B - Look deeply into her eyes...
26 December 2006 / 24 Zulqaedah 1426 - A group of Thai Muslim reciting Yasiin and praying by the beach in Ban Nam Khem Village, Phang Nga Province in Southern Thailand


26 December 2006 / 24 Zulqaedah 1426 - Masjid Baiturrahman, Banda Acheh

26 December 2006 / 24 Zulqaedah 2006 - Tolerance... still a loophole among mankind... even after God's wrath



26 December 2005 / 25 Zulqaedah 1425 - Gleebruk village, Indonesia. Historical satellite picture after the awakening of the disastrous tsunami


26 December 2006 / 24 Zulqaedah 1426 - Phuket. A man by the seaside... mourning for his loved ones

Yesterday was Christmas Night. I saw a show on Sky One... oo yes... we have Sky at home =) it was a documentary entitled Tsunami : Where Was God?

The reporter (Robert something his name was) went to Banda Acheh Indonesia and Sri Lanka. He did a few interviews with my fellow muslim brothers and sisters in Acheh. Even an interview with the so-called militia Gerakan Bersatu. I was proud with some of their answers when they were asked, "Where was God?" Alhamdulillah... be strong and have faith comrades

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Gradualism in Applying the Shari`ah

I am quite interested with the following article. Quite a practical suggestion as well as in line with the teachings of Islam, as far as I know. Insya Allah one day.
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By Sheikh Yusuf Al-Qaradawi
April 26, 2005


Gradualism in applying the Shari`ah is a wise requirement to follow. In doing so, we will be following Allah’s laws with regard to physical nature and teachings of Islam. Gradualism was observed in enjoining the obligations of Islam such as Prayer, fasting, etc., and in forbidding the prohibited as well.


The most telling example in that regard is prohibiting alcohol; the stages taken in that respect are well known by anyone studying the Shari`ah. Islam also took into account the effectiveness of gradualism when it did not suddenly abolish slavery, which was prevalent in the whole world on the advent of Islam.

Abolishing slavery then would have led to economic and social uprising, so it was wise then to deal with such a problem in an indirect way (by, for instance, regarding setting a slave free as a good deed and making it an expiation for some sins). This implied a gradual abolishing of slavery.
Being a divine law, gradualism is to be followed on the political level nowadays. That is to say, gradualism is to be observed when it comes to applying the rulings of the Shari`ah in today’s life when Muslims have been socially, legislatively, and culturally invaded.
If we want to establish a real Muslim society, we should not imagine that such an end can be achieved by a mere decision issued to that effect by a king or a president or a council of leaders or a parliament.

Gradualism is the means through which such an end can be fulfilled. Gradualism here refers to preparing people ideologically, psychologically, morally, and socially to accept and adopt the application of the Shari`ah in all aspects of life, and to finding lawful alternatives for the forbidden principles upon which many associations have been founded for so long.
Gradualism in that sense does not mean we are to procrastinate and put off applying the Shari`ah. Gradualism is not to be taken as a pretext for discouraging people and foiling their pressing demands to establish Allah’s laws.

It, rather, should spur us to spotlight our aims, set our plans, and decide, sincerely and wisely, on the gradual stages to be taken in that respect. In that way, step by step, and through wise planning, organizing, and determination, we can reach the last and long-awaited stage of applying all the teachings of Islam heart and soul.
This was the same approach that the Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) adopted so that he (peace and blessings be upon him) could change the pre-Islamic life of degeneration and ignorance into the enlightened life of Islam.
There is an example of this approach that is related concerning `Umar ibn `Abdul-`Aziz, whom the Muslim scholars regard as the fifth rightly-guided caliph and a true follower of his great-grandfather, `Umar ibn Al-Khattab.
`Umar ibn `Abdul-`Aziz’s son, `Abdul-Malik, who was a firm, pious young man, said to his father one day, “O father! Why you do not implement the rulings firmly and immediately? By Allah, I would not care if all the world would furiously oppose us so long as we seek to establish the right [that Allah Almighty has enjoined].” These words show how zealous that young man was to destroy all signs of corruption and deterioration immediately and without delay, whatever the consequences.
But the wise father said to his son, “Do not deal with matters hastily, son. Allah Almighty [Himself] despised drinking alcohol twice in the Qur’an and did not declare it forbidden but in the third time. I am afraid that if I enjoined the right on people at one stroke, they would give it up all at once, which might lead to sedition.”
That attitude of `Umar ibn `Abdul-`Aziz shows that he saw it wise to tackle matters gradually. He was guided in that respect by Allah’s dealing with prohibiting alcohol. `Umar wanted to lead people step by step towards establishing the right and this, in fact, is the wise juristic approach to handle matters.
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Dr. Yusuf Al-Qaradawi is the head of the European Council for Fatwa and Research (ECFR), and the president of The International Association of Muslim Scholars (IAMS). He has been active in the field of da`wah and the Islamic Movement for more than half a century.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Let's Learn Japanese =)

This year, I decided to take Japanese Ab Initio for my Student Selected Component SSC. So far has been so good, and as usual, am the golden boy of the class =) but for no other reason apart from being the only boy in the class (rather interesting I should say =) ). But thus far, it had cost me 3 Friday prayers. Alhamdulillah, I managed to sort things out with watashi no nihongo no sensee (my Japanese teacher) and insya Allah Friday classes will not meddle with Friday prayers any further. So here goes, Nihongo (Japanese Language) basics in brief - more of a reminder to myself rather than delivering knowledge to others :

Family (kazoku)
  • watashi - I/me/my
  • otoosan - father
  • okaasan - mother
  • oniisan - elder brother
  • oneesan - elder sister
  • imooto - younger sister
  • otooto - younger brother

Expressions

  • ohayoo - good morning
  • konnichiwa - good afternoon
  • konbanwa - good evening
  • oyasuminasai - good nite
  • sayoonara - goodbye (more formal)
  • ja mata - see you again (alternative version of goodbye but less formal)
  • arigatoo - thanks
  • arigatoo gozaimasu - thank you (more formal)
  • sumimasen - excuse me/sorry
  • Iie - no, not at all - reply for "sumimasen"
  • ittekimasu - literally means, "I shall go and come back" - expressed when leaving home
  • itterasshai - please go and come back - reply for "ittekimasu"
  • tadaima - I'm home
  • okaerinasai - welcome home - reply for "tadaima"
  • itadakimasu - thank you for the meal (start eating) - no need to explain this one, don;t I? usually hands are put together when saying this
  • gochisoosama - thank you for the feast (finish eating) - usually hands are put together when saying this
  • hajimemashite - said when meeting for the first time ever i.e. before introducing oneself
  • doozo yoroshiku - nice to meet you - reply for "hajimemashite"

Countries

  • Amerika - USA
  • Igirisu - Britain
  • Oosutoraria - Australia
  • Kankoku - Korea
  • Sueeden - Sweden
  • Chuugoku - China
  • Mareshia - Malaysia
  • Ueeluzu - Wales
  • Sukkottolando - Scotland
  • Furansu - France
  • Doitsu - Germany
  • Nihon - Japan
  • Italia - Italy
  • Supein - Spain
  • Oranda - Holland

To write nationalities, for instance Malaysian, just add - jin at the back. E.g. Mareshia-jin, Igirisu-jin, Amerika-jin

Majors (Senmon)

  • igaku - medicine
  • kagaku - science
  • keezai - economics
  • kokusaikankee - international relations
  • konpyuutaa - computer
  • jinruigaku - anthropology
  • seeji - politics
  • bijinesu - business
  • bungaku - literature
  • rekishi - history

Occupations (shigoto)

  • isha - doctor
  • shufu - housewife
  • sensee - teacher
  • kaishain - office worker
  • kookoosee - high school student
  • daigakusee - college student
  • daigakuinsee - graduate student
  • bengoshi - lawyer
  • gakusee - student, hence; 'kookoo = high school' and 'daigaku = college/university'

Numbers

  • 0 - zero
  • 1 - ichi
  • 2 - ni
  • san
  • yon / shi / yo
  • go
  • roku
  • nana / shichi
  • hachi
  • kyuu
  • juu
  • 11 - juuichi
  • 12 - juuni
  • 13 - juusan
  • etc etc etc
  • 19 - juukyuu
  • 20 - nijuu
  • 21 - nijuuichi
  • 22 - nijuuni
  • 23 - nijuusan
  • etc etc etc
  • 29 - nijuukyuu
  • 30 - sanjuu
  • 31 - sanjuuichi
  • etc etc etc
  • 40 - yonjuu
  • 50 - gojuu
  • 60 - rokujuu
  • 70 - nanajuu
  • 80 -hachijuu
  • 90 - kyuujuu
  • 100 - hyaku

Enough for know... am getting tired writing these very basic stuffs for noobies =) hope these help towards the better understanding of anime =p

Sumimasen. Jaa mata...

Small-people mentality


Do you know that the United Kingdom is actually smaller than Malaysia (244,820 sq km and 329,750 sq km respectively - http://www.cia.gov/cia/publications/factbook/)? Pardon me for being an ignoramus, I sure don’t until recently… and do you know that the United Kingdom has the highest asthma case percentage in the whole world? (Note – asthma is claimed to be a disease in which the sufferers are mainly clean people)

I am not sure about what others think (and I don’t care as well). As far as I’m concern, these facts are merely a small part of the pathetic attempt to maintain the world-power image that this small country have. And they have been working fine so far (I think). Or rather, to maintain the world-power thinking in their people. Why bother to look for facts when ‘facts’ are being served on the table? Ignoramus way of thinking i.e. taklid. I must admit though, I am in this category as well. Not so prone to take the trouble to look for facts. Accept it as it is. If asthma is the disease of the clean, then Singapore must have had the highest asthma case percentage (not asthma count) in the world. I have been to Singapore and damn, she was clean.



Nevertheless, regardless of whether or not the island of 'Great' Britain is purposely made to look proportionately larger than it is on atlas, or whether it is a mistake of my untrained eye, until recently I am unaware of the fact that tiny Malaysia is larger than the UK. Or putting it in a more accurate way, I have always thought that the UK is larger than Malaysia i.e. overestimating the hugeness of UK.

And I have asked around. And as far as those whom I have asked, none were aware of this simple fact. Most were like,"Aik, yeke?" or "Takkan kot?" even "Merepek ah ko."

Obviously, one can never be sure of something. Nonetheless one is entitled to make a hypothesis or theory rather as he pleases, so long that groundings to his argument is legitimate and sensible. And in this case, the theory that I could come out with is that we subconsciously look up to the 'greatness' of UK.

Well, it is a great country, in a sense. I certainly admire the people's classical politeness (most) and as far as the technology in this country is concerned, I think this country is one of the best (although currently lagging quite badly behind US, Japan, Korea, Germany etc). And the people that I work with here (referring to lecturers) are top notch, prestigious award winners, globally recognized people.

BUT, all those things have got nothing to do whatsoever with the literal size of UK. Possibly, the perceived size of UK among Malaysians (might not be true to all, even to most) might have come as a secondary mental effect due to the other literal greatness of UK i.e. tech, award winners, classical behaviour etc. A similar example would be of cor pulmonale happening secondary to pulmonary embolism =) Lung problems bringing about heart problem. Or probably a better example would be in people with heartburns; acid reflux perceived as heart condition due to the fact that it occurs at the same region i.e. inferior anterior middle aspect of the thorax a.k.a the chest.

(Before I blab any further I better finish my main topic of discussion =) )

This post-colonialism, or rather, in the wake of neo-colonialism era mentality must have rooted from the colonial era itself. Malaysians have long perceived UK-graduates as among the best in the market though the truth might not be so. Even during Merdeka Celebration back then earlier in August, TV adverts were showing stuffs about teachers graduating from England (Kirkby if I'm not mistaken). I am not saying that it was not a worthwhile advert, I'm just saying that we have been perceiving UK-graduates as awesome powerhouse ever since back then (which was very possibly true, considering the shortcomings at home in the 60s).

Nevertheless, subconscious thinking that lead to UK being larger than Malaysia do exist amongst us. I am not sure if it is a bad think or not, but as far as my wacky standard goes, it is a worthwhile-mentioning material.

Source - www.cia.gov

Long time no see...

Ermm, it has been quite a long time since I last made an entry. More than a month it seems. But I was all but quiet all this time. I did do quite a lot of things, yet time I was not privileged with to make my entry. It was rather difficult so it seemed, as time went by very quickly and I was either busy studying, or busy wasting my time with something else =) Now that I have got some free time, I feel obligated to fill something into this thing so that nothing will be missing from the tin can that is my mind.


Eid celebration this year was a blast. I and a group of friends went to watch my first ever EPL match between Aston Villa and Liverpool. Though not a fan of Villa, my hatred towards the ever lucky Liverpool made me grunt with disappointment of Villa’s undeserving lost that day. The next day (Sunday), 143 Cromwell Road had it first ever Open-House. Although a bit tiring especially after the long journey from Birmingham, it was really good. Lots of foods and friends. Last Saturday, BrIsoc organized a rather awesome Eid Event, involving famous artists such as Abig Baig, Shaam et al. First time ever in Bristol. All in all, it was a very joyful Eid, despite the sad fact that my family was not here to be with me.

As a matter of fact, the thing I miss most about Eid tis year is them, my family. Food, no worries whatsoever. Friends, (in a sense) replacable =) 'Takbir raya', did miss a bit but still quite ok.. But family, duh... Everyday would be Eid day if they can be here with me. Rather impossible though.

I also started doing my Student Selected Component a month ago. I'm doing Japanese Ab Initio. Yeahh. Japanese Language. Cool huh? Well, it is cool so far. Am going make a list of phrases and words afterwards. And I am also doing another SSC project, a research really, entitled "The role of chondrocyte apoptosis in the degradation of articular cartilage and osteoarthritis development." So much to do, so little time, yet play I still not a sign of regret it seems =)

Clinical week last week was really awesome. I think I getting grip of the things that I need to know, and do, as a doctor. I hope oneday, I shall be able to legibly call myself Mr. Diagnosis =) So far, alhamdulillah, I think I'm on the right track. Only a pinch of problem in dealing with history taking. Duh, haywire. But as the golden rule says,

"Management depends on diagnosis,
diagnosis depends on history, examination and special investigations."

Rather tedious...

But, rules are rules...

And 'some' rules are not meant to be broken...

And speaking of rules, this is one rule I broke almost every week. Jumaah prayer, only once the proper way since I came back to UK 2 months ago. A rather intriguing fact. Mendokse...

Friday, October 21, 2005

Ramadhanku : Dulu dan Kini

Hari ini Jumaat ke3 Ramadhan 1426 Hijrah. Bagi kebanyakan umat Islam di Bristol, hari ini 17 Ramadhan, sebahagian lagi 18. Kurasa jelik benar dengan perbezaan tarikh ini, meski perkara ini remeh sahaja bagiku. Bukannya tidak bermesyuarat menetapkan tarikh. Masih gagal mencapai kata sepakat. Tidak mengapalah. Isu kecil.

Nuzulul Quran datang lagi. Terus terang kukatakan kutidak terasa kehadirannya sepertimana di Malaysia. Rindu suasana di Malaysia. Bukan Hari Raya, rindu suasana puasa. Tidak mengapalah hari raya itu. Dipenuhi cacamarba dunia juga kalau di Malaysia. Program hiburan 'sempena menyambut hari mulia", pergaulan tidak keruan bukan muhrim. Keterpesongan itu kadangkala terlalu jelas. Ramadhan baru sahaja pergi, esoknya sudah berkuasa semula syaitan di hati. Wallahua'lam.

Suasana puasa. Terasa suatu aura ketenangan kalau di Malaysia. Suatu suasana yang sukar digambarkan dengan lukisan, sukar diterangkan dengan kata-kata. Seakan dunia memberi laluan untuk umat Islam (yang berkeinginan) untuk menambah amal ibadat. Seakan dunia menjadi perlahan.

Masjid penuh. Mudah sahaja kalau hendak mencapai 700 orang. Rindu suasana indah keramaian itu. Dengan tasbih yang molek liriknya, indah lagunya. Disulami bacaan para muhafiz yang ligat tetapi tepat, indah bak melagu di telinga. Usai tarawikh, moreh menjelang. Bukanlah melepas nafsu makanan yang dipendam, tetapi ukhuwah yang diidam. Cantik sekali, tua muda miskin kaya bersama berbicara berkongsi cerita.

Selesai moreh masing-masing pulang. Kulebih suka berjalan pulang. Angin malam menghembus ibarat bayu laut yang menyenangkan. Hilang warawiri dalam diri. Bintang penghias langit menjadi teman. Perlahan kumelangkah setapak demi setapak. Tidak berfikir tetapi kubiarkan fikiranku kosong. Kosong menghayati bukan kosong tidak bererti. Rindu benar perasaan itu.

Kehebatan siang tidak kurang. Kutidak pasti kenapa. Terasa tenang sekali tiap kali Ramadhan menjelang. Terasa lapang, terasa senang. Terutama sekali tatkala mendengar azan berkumandang di sore hari, indah memukau dengan bayu kenikmatan yang tiada terkata godaannya. Menjengah ke telinga yang bersatu dengan badan yang bergerak ke masjid. Allah, indahnya...

Kini ku di perantauan. Asing di bumi asing. Sibuk mengejar urusan duniawi. Leka dihanyut arus modenisasi. Jumaat pertama Ramadhan, aku berada di Frenchay Hospital. Menuntut ilmu pencerah masa depan. Tidak bersembahyang Jumaat. Tidak pula ketahuan olehku perihal kehadiran Muslim lain di hospital yang dua hari aku berada.

Jumaat kedua aku di Frenchay lagi. Presentation day. Sibuk benar. Tapi kali ini aku terlihat notis sembahyang Jumaat untuk Muslim sepanjang bulan Ramadhan. Kupergi ke Patients' Library tempat solat Jumaat akan diadakan. 2 orang sahaja termasuk aku. Kami sembahyang zohor. Ingin saja aku sarankan kami bersembahyang Jumaat dengan khutbah ringkas, tetapi khuatir pula kontradiksi yang mungkin muncul dengan pegangannya. Usai solat Zohor, datang 3 lagi saudara seagamaku. Atas ajakan mereka, kami berdua (aku dan Ali, dari Somalia, pekerja am di Hospital itu) bersolat Jumaat pula. 5 orang cuma. Berhimpit di tempat sempit. Khutbah ringkas 5 minit. Khatib berdoa kami diberi kekuatan meneruskan Ramadhan di tempat kami bukan watan. Berdoa agar yang terlupa diberi kesempatan. Berdoa agar diselamatkan umat Islam di Pakistan. Suatu perasaan yang sangat menyenangkan datang ketika aku mendengar khutbah ringkas itu. Suatu perasaan yang tidak terungkap olehku. Seperti perasaanku dihembus angin sepoi Ramadhan di Malaysia. Barangkali, itulah kali pertama aku benar-benar mensyukuri dan menghayati solat dan khutbah Jumaat. Alhamdulillah.

Setelah kumenungkan semula, semenjak aku pulang ke UK, tidak pernah sekalipun aku bersolat Jumaat ala Shafie, sekurang-kurangnya cara Maliki. Solat dan khutbah Jumaat cara Hanafi (Pakistan) terasa jauh benar dariku, terutamanya dengan bayan sebelum khutbah dalam bahasa Urdu. Huh, sememangnya aku gagal menghayati bayan itu. Tidak syak lagi.

Alhamdulillah atas segala kurnia Allah SWT ke atasku.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Picturesque 3


Glendaloch, Ireland : PUISI 2004/05

  • اعْلَمُوا أَنَّمَا الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا لَعِبٌ وَلَهْوٌ وَزِينَةٌ وَتَفَاخُرٌ بَيْنَكُمْ وَتَكَاثُرٌ فِي الْأَمْوَالِ وَالْأَوْلَادِ كَمَثَلِ
    غَيْثٍ أَعْجَبَ الْكُفَّارَ نَبَاتُهُ ثُمَّ يَهِيجُ فَتَرَاهُ مُصْفَرًّا ثُمَّ يَكُونُ حُطَامًا وَفِي الْآخِرَةِ عَذَابٌ شَدِيدٌ
    وَمَغْفِرَةٌ مِّنَ اللَّهِ وَرِضْوَانٌ وَمَا الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا إِلَّا مَتَاعُ الْغُرُورِ

  • "Know that the life of the world is only play, and idle talk, and pageantry, and boasting among you, and rivalry in respect of wealth and children; as the likeness of vegetation after rain, of which the growth is pleasing to the farmer, but afterward it dries up and you see it turning yellow, then it becomes straw. And in the Hereafter there is grievous punishment, and (also) forgiveness from Allah and His good pleasure, whereas the life of the world is but matter of illusion."
    Al-Hadid (The Iron) : 20
    Ayatul Madaniah
    * Click on the ayah to listen to the verse - requires Real Media Player

    Wednesday, October 19, 2005

    Ayam dan Manusia

    Mula : Ruang udara Jaipur, India : 1122 waktu tempatan
    Coretan ini merupakan salah satu dari memori terakhirku di Tanah Melayu sebelum keberangkatan pulang ke Tanah Inggeris. Memori ini hanya sempat diterjemahkan ke dalam bentuk tulisan di angkasaraya, jauh dari tanahair, jauh dari destinasi.

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    Ada seorang pakcik penjual nasi lemak pagi-pagi di taman perumahanku yang indah. Saja seronok-seronok berniaga agaknya. Tak nampak pula perlunya pada dia. Mungkin dia sunyi.
    Nasi lemak yang dibikin isterinya, pergh... simply stupendous, and unselfishly plenty as well... Best nasi lemak I've ever tasted in the whole wide world (although nasi lemak cuma 'wujud' kat Malaysia jer). Disebabkan kedahsyatan nasi lemaknya, aku berkunjung ke rumahnya hampir setiap pagi, mencari nasi lemak ajaib bekalan ibuku ke tempat kerja.
    Thus, some sort of bonding eventually prevailed. The chemistry was, well, not to close not that distant. I enjoyed his stories and his folklore. He used to work as a cook in Istana Mahkota, which pretty much explains the superiority of his nasi lemak.
    Long story short, on the last day that I went to him to buy some nasi lemak, I told him that I was not gonna come and buy nasi lemak from him for at least a year due to my circumstances of having to come here i.e. Bristol.
    Usai aku memuatkan bungkusan nasi lemak dalam plastik, kami berbual seketika dan sebagai nota terakhirnya dia berkata, "Tahun depan kalau ade rezki jumpele lagi kite ye. Orang tue ni cam ayaem (chicken) dalam sangkor, nunggu mase je ngadap parang." His words were embroided in thick slang of his native Temerloh, similar to my mum's.
    And then, without thinking even for a bit, I spontaneously replied, "Orang mude pun lebih kurang ayaem jer, tok mati kene langgor, kene lestik. Bile-bille..." and we laughed.
    Then only I realised the wisdom (konon...) that underlies the words that I have just said. Quite a metaphore I think.
    * I shall continue in Malay as that is what I intended to do in the first place. Geez. Subconsiously flipped over. =)
    Orang tua itu ibarat ayam dalam sangkar. Menunggu masa dipanggil mengadap parang.
    Namun yang di luar sangkar, meski jarang sekali dikilas parang, mungkin pula mati dibaling selipar, jika tidak dilastik pula, malah mungkin dilanggar kereta.
    Anak ayam pun dikejar musang, inikan pula ayam yang montok berisi tanda usia meningkat dewasa.
    Hatta telur pun kena rebus...
    Begitulah hidup, takkan terlepas, tak kira usia... Seperti ayam, rezeki masing. Mungkin hari ini, esok atau lusa. Wallahualam...
    Selesai : Ruang udara sempadan India-Afghanistan.
    P/S - ruang udara India-Afghanistan lawa giler pemandangan. Takde awan, so bole tgk ke bawah. Bumi Afghanistan yg tandus dan berbukit bukau, tapi tersusun rapi ibarat domino sememangnya menakjubkan. Tompokan kehijauan pokok kelihatan di celah lautan pasir yang putih kekuningan. Indahnya ciptaan Allah SWT meski gersang dan pudar sekali warnanya. Pendapat serupa dikongsi penumpang warganegara Australia yang tiba-tiba muncul di belakangku tatkala aku termenung kagum. Cam The Flash...

    Tuesday, October 18, 2005

    Reversion...alhamdulillah...

    Alhamdulillah... summa alhamdulillah... summa alhamdulillah...

    A few things happened since the last time I officially went online i.e. in Malaysia.. The bestest of things was the reversion of my anatomy group-mate into Islam. Alhamdulillah.. All praise be to Allah...
    On the first day of the new term, she suddenly annouce (not openly but to a group of friends of mine) that she has reverted to Islam. Firstly I thought she was joking. But seeing the calmness yet seriousness and integrity in her eyes, I knew she wasn't playing a fool. Anyhow, alhamdulillah...
    She's coping quite well to my surprise. She managed to fast through each day of Ramadhan so far, from what she told me that is. Still finding it a bit difficult to memorize the daily prayer, but she's learning at really quick rate. A few days ago she told me that she has started reading the Quran using the phonetics in English alphabets (or rather in Latin alphabets, but the letters are the same though some of them are of different sound). I taught her some Arabic alphabets, for the sake of filling untimingly and unnecessary recess time while we were at Frenchay Hospital. But the enthusiasm she showed impressed me quite a lot.
    She told me that she need no convincing. She read a few books on Islam and she decided that this is it. Even from the very first day of my gruelingly torture-filled first year of medicine in Bristol, she mentioned that she was a bit suspicious of the Nasara faith that she was on.
    Again, alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah for His light and blessings that shower upon her. May she became a good, no, a very good Muslimah for the rest of her life. Ameen.
    P/S - by reversion, I was referring to a hadeeth narrated by Abu Huraira r.a. :
    Narrated Abu Huraira:
    Allah's Apostle was asked about the offspring of the pagans. He said, "Allah knows what they would have done (were they to live)."

    Narrated Abu Huraira: Allah's Apostle said, "No child is born but has the Islamic Faith, but its parents turn it into a Jew or a Christian. It is as you help the animals give birth. Do you find among their offspring a mutilated one before you mutilate them yourself?" The people said, "O Allah's Apostle! What do you think about those (of them) who die young?" The Prophet said, "Allah knows what they would have done (were they to live)."

    Monday, October 17, 2005

    Alhamdulillah... back online

    Aaaaaahhhhh... it's good to be back online... i can't believe that i actually manage to go thru' a few weeks of pure non-IT conflagration endurance... phew... only someone who has actually been in my shoe can emphatize enough with my suffering... in other words, it takes a connoisseur to evaluate my art of retaliating against boredom and laid-backness...

    Anyway, the idle time spent gave me time to do many other stuffs that were obviously lagging behind when i do have my 'precious' with me, inclusive of hereafter stuffs... I even caught up with my PS skills (PS stands for Playstation not personal statement nor anything else... hehehe) It even gave me time to think about (and possibly gossip on) connubial stuffs; involving my mates that is (not me :)... )

    And now with the wireless connection on, hopefully I would still manage to successfully finish this year's Ramadhan with flying colours... Geez, it is quite a tough job especially with the presence of a new family member, Sky TV...

    Nevertheless, I look forward to an excellent and angelic month... deep down within me, I would rather this Ramadhan be a journey of hermitage than a dodgy non-fulfilling month that could possibly rob me highwayman-style of the ultimate prize in hereafter... nauzubillahi minzalik...

    Kaum Penyembah Dewa Jagung

    Mula: Ruang udara Puri, India. Waktu tempatan: 0932.


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    Kaum Penyembah “Dewa Jagung”

    Ada suatu kaum. Terperosok nun jauh di pedalaman benua. Aktiviti utama : bercucuk tanam. Jagung makanan ruji. Seperti Melayu dan nasinya, kaum ini “tidak boleh hidup” tanpa jagung. Setiap hari, mereka akan meyembah dewa mereka, Dewa Jagung. Sesetengahnya berniat meminta kemurahan rezeki. Ada untuk menolak bala dan ada pula sekadar memenuhi naluri untuk menyembah. Pendek kata, tidak senang duduk jika sehari tidak menyembah.
    Saban hari mereka menyembah. Dari bulan ke bulan, tahun ke tahun. Kata orang (Melayu), sudah menjadi rutin; kebiasaan. Namun tidak mereka leka, tidak mereka lalai, tidak mereka alpa. Malah terus menyembah dengan penuh ketaatan, patuh seorang hamba kepada ‘dewa’nya yang pada mereka,‘menjaga’ perihal jagung dan perkara-perkara berkaitan dunia ke’jagung’an. Menyembah; sesetengahnya berniat meminta kemurahan rezeki. Ada untuk menolak bala dan ada pula sekadar memenuhi naluri untuk menyembah. Pendek kata, tidak senang duduk jika sehari tidak menyembah.
    Pernah juga ahli kaum ini terlepas upacara penyembahan beramai-ramai (berjemaah) dek sakit. Tiada bala, tiada musibah. Namun mereka terus menyembah. Tidak leka, tidak lalai, mahupun alpa.
    Datanglah pada suatu hari sekumpulan pengembara. Ali, Ramli, Johar; Islam semuanya. Kaum ini menerima mereka dengan baik, namun berasa aneh melihat Ali tertonggek-tonggek lima kali sehari. Diajukan soalan, terang Ali dia menyembah Tuhan.

    “Kerana kamu semua suatu kaum?” soalnya lagi, fasih memahami bahasa yang digunakan Ali.
    “Erm…ya,” jawab Ali ringkas mengelak kekeliruan.

    “Oh, begitukah…”

    “Hmm, pelik cara kamu menyembah,” katanya lemah lembut.

    “Kenapa? Tonggang tonggek?”

    “Erm, itu nampak biasa sahaja, kami pun begitu, lebih kurang…”

    “Cumanya, saya pasti agak sukar untuk kamu menghafal pergerakan mata kamu”

    “ ? ”

    “Erm, pandang merata-rata, tentunya ada aturannya, tak begitu?”


    Ali tersenyum, kelu lidah.


    “Tambah memelikkan, tidak semua ahli kaum perlu menyembah.”

    “ ? ”

    “Sahabat-sahabat kamu yang lain tidak buat… mengapa?”


    Ali tersenyum, kelu lidah, muka kemerahan.


    “Ahh, mereka berbeza daripada kamu bukan? Pastinya dia ketua suku,” telahnya, memecahkan kesunyian yang ditinggalkan Ali.


    Ali tersenyum, kelu lidah, muka kemerahan, tunduk.


    “Kami lakukan semuanya sama, bersama-sama,” sambil menunjukkan contoh pergerakan.

    “Ketua kami pun kena sembah Dewa Jagung.”


    Ali senyum, kelu lidah, muka kemerahan, tunduk, malu.


    “Apakah pula pantang kamu?” tanya ahli biasa kaum asli itu penuh minat.


    Ali terpinga-pinga. Pantang? Tidak terfikir pula olehnya.


    “Pantang kami mudah, jangan diberi makan jagung itu kepada ayam untuk dimakan. Nanti Dewa Jagung marah.”

    Ali melihat peluang, “Oh, mengapa tidak masuk akal begitu?”

    “Apa pula tidak masuk akal? Dewa kata jangan, maksudnya jangan. Itu sudah cukup sebagai alasan,” getusnya, tegas, tiada kompromi.

    Mendengar kekerasan suara yang begitu menakutkan, Ali berundur dari tindakan menyerangnya.

    * * *
    Begitulah hakikat Muslim (jenis orang, bukan nama orang) dan solatnya. Leka, lalai, alpa. Kerutinan entiti utama Islam ini bukanlah alasan untuk mneghalalkan kebobrokan kualitinya. Ini kerana, pada hakikatnya, entiti utama ini adalah metafora akidah atau lebih tepat lagi; ukuran dan tanda aras iman.
    Ketirisan dalam pelaksanaan solat melambangkan ketirisan pada akidah. Kealpaan dalam mempertahankan kekukuhan akidah membawa kepada penjajahan, fizikal, spiritual, dan mentaliti. Kerana aset utama umat Islam itu sendiri adalah akidah mereka. Tak kira dengan teknologi atau tanpa teknologi. Sejarah telah membuktikannya beberapa kali, bukan sekali. Malah jika difikirkan dengan teliti, persediaan teknologi sendiri merupakan suatu natijah kepada akidah yang ampuh.
    Iman kaum asli ini terhadap Dewa Jagungnya adalah jauh lebih utuh daripada iman Ali terhadap Ilahnya, Tuhan pencipta Jagung, pencipta air yang menyegahkan jagung, pencipta ‘baja’ yang menyuburi jagung, pencipta manusia dan haiwan yang memakan jagung dan pencipta alam yang menempatkan manusia dan haiwan yang memakan jagung. Semua dalam satu, konsep esa yang dipegang seorang muslim.
    Sebaliknya manusia yang mendakwa diri sebagai bertamadun, lalai dari mengingati Tuhan. Barangkali (ditegaskan : BARANGKALI) ada majoriti umat Islam tidak lalai dari solat mereka, dalam erti kata tidak meninggalkan terus, sebagaimana Ramli dan Johar. Namun kualiti penyembahan majoriti muslim mungkin tidak sebaik kaum penyembah dewa jagung itu. Kita yang mendakwa diri sebagai umat yang berada di arena kebenaran, landasan yang lurus; yang mendakwa dunia sebagai ladang menanam ‘jagung’, untuk menuai ‘jagung’ di akhirat yang kita dakwa sebagai kekal abadi (dalam erti kata lain : bekalan ‘jagung’ sebanyak infiniti), tidak pula seperti kaum penyembah Dewa Jagung.
    Jika kaum penyembah Dewa Jagung akan mengelak dari melakukan perkara yang akan memurkakan Dewa Jagung, umat Islam yang ‘berada’ pada jalan kebenaran pula akan melanggar peraturan inqilabi (memisahkan Islam dan Jahiliah), memakai topeng atau make-up Islam tetapi pada masa yang sama menyanyi menghiburkan khalayak yang galak bercengkerama lelaki perempuan.

    * * *

    Mungkin kaum penyembah Dewa Jagung ini tidak wujud. Ia hanyalah analogi yang digunakan dalam kecetekan ilmu untuk mencari contoh dalam dunia realiti. Namun jika direnungkan, jauh di lubuk hati kita (jika tidak dinyatakan secara terus-terang) sememangnya kita melihat sesetengah kaum asli sebagai kaum yang melakukan upacara penyembahan kolot, tidak masuk akal, dan dagang. Persoalan yang ingin diketengahkan bukanlah perihal upacara yang mereka lakukan, jauh sekali pantang-pantang mereka. Persoalannya ialah perbandingan ke‘iman’an mereka kepada Dewa Jagung mereka dan iman kita kepada Tuhan semesta alam, Tuhan yang sebenar, Tuhan yang esa, tiada Tuhan melainkan-Nya. Tatkala kala kita sibuk menempuh pelbagai arus; arus kemajuan, globalisasi, liberalisasi dan berlambak jenis sasi-sasi dan isme-isme yang lain, perkara pokok lagi tunjang ini nampaknya telah dikompromi.

    Teguran ini ditujukan kepada diri sendiri.

    * * *

    Selesai : Ruang udara antara Kharkov, Dnepropetrovsk, dan Sverdlorsk, Ukraine. 3050km dari Mekah Al-Mukarramah. Waktu tempatan : 1314, waktu Malaysia : 1815.

    36000 kaki (10972 m) dari aras laut pada kelajuan 881 km/h. Suhu luar: -53 °C
    * Ironinya, semasa mengukir coretan hati penghaus mata pena ini, aku diperdengarkan dengan surah As-Saff – teliti terjemahan ayat 2 & 3.
    * Sorry for the rather shoddy article and workmanship... not really in clear state of mind

    Friday, September 23, 2005

    Picturesque 2

    Clifton Suspension Bridge, Bristol

    اللّهُ وَلِيُّ الَّذِينَ آمَنُواْ يُخْرِجُهُم مِّنَ الظُّلُمَاتِ إِلَى النُّوُرِ وَالَّذِينَ كَفَرُواْ أَوْلِيَآؤُهُمُ الطَّاغُوتُ
    يُخْرِجُونَهُم مِّنَ النُّورِ إِلَى الظُّلُمَاتِ أُوْلَـئِكَ أَصْحَابُ النَّارِ هُمْ فِيهَا خَالِدُونَ

    "Allah is the Protector of those who have faith: from the depths of darkness He will lead them forth into light. Of those who reject faith the patrons are the evil ones: from light they will lead them forth into the depths of darkness. They will be companions of the fire, to dwell therein (For ever). "
    Al-Baqarah (The Cow) : 257

    Ayatul Madaniah

    Thursday, September 22, 2005

    Picturesque 1

    Bath : In front of a church where William of Orange once received treatment, for leprosy if I'm not mistaken

    وَمَا ذَرَأَ لَكُمْ فِي الأَرْضِ مُخْتَلِفًا أَلْوَانُهُ إِنَّ فِي ذَلِكَ لآيَةً لِّقَوْمٍ يَذَّكَّرُونَ
    "And the things on this earth which He has multiplied in varying colours (and qualities): verily in this is a sign for men who celebrate the praises of Allah (in gratitude). "
    An-Nahl (The Bee) : 13
    Ayatul Makkiah

    Tuesday, September 20, 2005

    More yapping...

    If there's anything that I would sincerely regret in life so far, it would be my failure as a brother; big brother. I might have been a better one lately (i.e. the past 5 years or so..) but before that; boy was I crappy or what..
    Come to think of it, I was quite young back then. Since I only managed to grasp the concept of responsibility by 16, errmm, probably boys would be boys. Blame me thou shall not o brother of mine =)
    Nevertheless, I must admit that I was as good an elder brother as... duh, can't even find a suitable phrase to implicitly define myself as a brother.
    Hopefully for the years to come (insha Allah) I can repay all my debts to you for my shoddy brother-ship (brotherhood?).
    Viva the Halim Bros...cya in Europe in 5 years time (or less) insha Allah...

    Monday, September 19, 2005

    Leaving... again...



    I shall be leaving... again.. Leaving my love ones.. mom and dad namely... You have made my three months stay in Malaysia a particularly memorable one. Filled with so much attention... Filled with love and passion; so much so that no humanly love (apart from ar-Rasul S.A.W) can ever replace the love that you both have planted in my sin-filled heart.

    May Allah S.W.T.'s blessings always be with you. I will once again venture into an unknown fate, nevertheless a boulevard towards success, here and hereafter. My prayers shall always be with you, knowing the same you both will do. And love for thou shan't I forget, let far we be, let seperated by the seven seas. Insha Allah, third reason for all I do shall you be, with Allah and his Rasul S.A.W. be ahead of thou.

    Love,

    This son of yours =)

    Sunday, September 18, 2005

    Reborn: Hoping this one would last longer...

    Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

    Alhamdulillah... praise be to Allah SWT for all His blessings... count we can never be able to, yet know of its presence we do...

    Ol' geezer I'm not, young I'm still, yet consistency is a subject I'm bad at... may Allah give me strength to make this one counts... may the virtue of istiqamah be with me and ya'll...